The things she gave up for motherhood.

The Things She Gave Up For Motherhood

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A few nights ago I was putting my 9 year old daughter Rebekah to bed. As we lay snuggled up under her sheets talking about the day she asked me if I liked being a mother? That was an easy question to answer and I told her yes I did. She then asked me if I had always wanted to be a mother? The answer was again yes, being a mother was something I had always wanted to be.

She paused for a moment and then asked me the following sincere question, “Mom there are so many things you could have been. Are you sad that you gave all of those other things up to be a mother?”

As her sweet little blue eyes peered over at me so many thoughts ran through my head. Almost too many to even say or adequately formulate an answer.

What had I given up to be a mother? It was a good question and I quickly thought of a few things that had significantly changed since becoming a mother.

The things she gave up for motherhood.Obviously, due to four cesarean sections, my body will never be the same. I am healthy and I feel comfortable in my skin, but at times when I bend too sharply my incision scar reminds me that there are limits to what this body of mine can do. And there are definitely clothes I will never feel comfortable wearing again!

I thought about all of the sleep I have lost over the years as I tended to sick children. Or as I sat awake filled with worry and concern for those same children. Losing sleep seems to be an almost inherent part of motherhood.

Professionally. I am a fairly adept PR consultant, but in order to raise my family over the years I have had to say no to certain opportunities that just would not work well with my role as a mother. Perhaps some may consider it an under utilization of skills that I did so, and there are many jobs I know I could have done and done them well, but to me my most important role has always been that of a mother.

Time. It races past and sometimes it goes so very slowly. I of course understand that we never really own time, but as a mother to 4 children I know that my time is never truly my own. Plans go awry, things change, bumps happen. Children grow. Sometimes I lose time, and sometimes it is on my side. I sit here typing this post as an almost 40 year old mother to 4, but it seems like only a mere blink ago I was a 24 year old woman holding her first baby girl in her arms. That’s how time passes. So perhaps it is safe to say I have given up quite a bit of time as a mother?

Most importantly, since motherhood I know I will never have a day where my thoughts are completely my own. Both my heart and thoughts always seem to veer back to my children. As a young adolescent and even young adult you are ill prepared for how much “thought power” goes into the raising of children. We as mothers, think about our children, and then we think some more. The old adage that you are never very far from your mother’s heart and thoughts is so very true.

After all of these various things had raced through my head, I looked over at my 9 year old daughter and asked her a question.

“Do you like having me as your mommy?”

She replied by hugging me and saying, “Yes. Very much.”

Her response indicated it had been a “good mommy day” and so we talked about how being a mommy is hard work and that is why sometimes I make mistakes. Quite a lot of them, but love is the most important part of motherhood. Mothers do what they do because of love, and to love someone as much as a mother loves her children is not a hard thing or a sacrifice. It is a gift.

As a mother, yes it could be argued that there are indeed a great many “things” I have given up in order to do that role, but a much wiser person than I once said, “The most important things in life aren’t things.”

So in the end, I guess all of those things I gave up in order to be a mother just won’t matter. All bodies age, all lives are spent in pursuit of one thing or another, but to say that as a mother, I filled my days, years and large portions of my life with the love and care for those within my charge is not something to be sad about. That love has already been returned to me many times over, and it will continue to be returned, because anything I gave up a long the way in order to gain know, and have that love really didn’t matter anyways.

Love,

Jen


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  1. Aw, you summed this up perfectly and I must say your answer to your little girl made me smile as a mom to two girls I believe if I was asked this question I would be answering quite similarly to what you have here, because as much as I gave up becoming a mom, I honestly wouldn’t trade it for the world! ;)
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  2. Being a mother is one of the best jobs there is, but it does include sacrifices! I sometimes wonder where I’d be now if I hadn’t decided to be a stay at home mom, but I’m happy with my choice.

  3. Being a good mother is the hardest job ever. It’s the most important too. So many have children and that’s about it. I’ve seen it first hand.

    You’re almost 40? My son will be 46 this year. I’m way older and it’s been a wonderful ride.

    Have a fabulous day, Jen. ☺
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      Yes mam, my husband is planning a black cake this summer…

      I bet you have seen it. Especially is your line of work. Motherhood really is so important, so many hardships can be avoided if you have the love of a good mother.

      You too! Hope your weekend was the best :)
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      You know it’s funny, but last week I was listening to a radio show where one of the commentators was saying that being a mom isn’t a job??!! What the! It is hard. It is worth it, but it’s a job. It’s the best job. It’s a way of life. Once a mother, always a mother :) OK, stepping down from my soap box now…..
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  4. Beautiful. After 20 years of being a mother I wouldn’t give it up for anything in the world. I think we all have thought of the might have beens but none of them could be as truly life filling as being Mom. Your little gal sounds like a very thoughtful sweet girl!
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      Twenty years. Wow! I get a little teary eyed thinking about my babies leaving our home, but I can’t wait to see what they decide to do for careers and more.

      Thanks for stopping in and thanks for your sweet comment!
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  5. Hi Jen, what a lovely post. As Mums, we do indeed make sacrifices, but would we have it any other way? Of course not! Once we become a parent our whole life changes and things get put into perspective. Those sleepless nights makes us doubly enjoy the nights with no interruptions!… We are now at the other end of the parenting where the ‘children’ sometimes go out on a Saturday night, and my sleeplessness comes from waiting up. I’m an early bird by nature and Greek culture has it that an evening out doesn’t start until I’m ready for bed.

    xx
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      Oh my gosh I can’t even imagine! On Saturday I feel asleep on the couch and missed picking a kiddo up. Luckily, another parent didn’t do that and was able to bring them home… Good grief, this parenting business is hard :) Now when do those interruption free nights come in???
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  6. I absolutely love this! While there are things I no longer do or never ended up doing becuase I had kids, I don’t think of them as things I gave up. I think of them as things that are no longer as important to me, becuase my kids came along and they are THE most important things in my life. I’d trade everything for them over and over again! Beautiful!#happynowlinkup

  7. Jen, this is so sweet. Not only because your list of things you gave up are so relatable…but more so, because your daughter is wise beyond her years. What a sweetheart! She’s proof that the things you gave up for motherhood were well worth it. <3
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